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Journal

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eB‡gjvi AvÇv †_‡K wd‡i

05/02/2010

ŸB‡gjv †_‡K wd‡iwQ †ek iv‡Z-ay‡jvevwj Mv‡q †g‡L| wjwL bv †m A‡bK w`b| †hbev †¯^”Qv wbe©vm‡b| A_P GK mgq cÖPyi wjLZvg-beŸB‡qi `k‡K| Zvici †jL‡jwL †Q‡oB w`‡qwQjvg| 7-8 eQi|wKš‘ eÜz gn‡j nvnvKvi c‡o †Mj|hviv Avgvi †jL‡jwLi wel‡q wbieZv cvjb Ki‡Zv ZvivI mie nj|wK KweZvB bv ZzB wjLwZ!

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Journal

28/05/2010

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